rap music is degrading to bitches and hos

This is gonna be really short, because I gotta go to downtown to meet with the lady who will hopefully become my attorney. I don't know if I wrote about my open case, but if I didn't- I have an OLD possession charge, it's actually from last year and they didn't actually arrest me, just took my dope and then put out a warrant in April. This lawyer is famous for "loopholes" and said that this arrest wasn't done by the books at all, so I got a chance. The judge already said he wasn't gonna throw me in jail because I'm doing good and I had quite a few people in the courtroom (at my first appearance in June) vouching for me- but he wants me on probation. Probation, if you're not familiar with it, means "go to jail later" and I'm not down with that. If you get arrested for anything, from murder to spitting on the sidewalk, they toss you in county with no bond and no court date. VOP, baby- fuck that shit. I just want to squeeze my fat preggo ass through the loopholes. I will be back later, as I want to address the comments left for me on the last post. But for all of y'all who called me an attention whore (no shit, sherlock) and said I only posted that shit for more comments- it worked, didn't it? Haha!

Anyways, I was listening to Marilyn Manson this morning, who I listened to a lot in public high school (1999-2001, no I didn't drop out, I went to private school and graduated early AND at the head of my class bitches!) but not so much anymore. Anyways theres something in one of his songs that I thought was pretty awesome and appropriate for me:

oh look, you're like a VCR
stick something in to know just who you are

I fucking love it! Although I have learned enough to know that if I listen to Manson and that sort of shit nonstop, I will get depressed and angry. Once in a while no problem, but how can a bitch NOT get depressed and angry listening all day to shit like "we sing the death song kids, cause we got no future and we wanna be just like you" and "we're the nobodies, trying to be somebody, we're dead so we know just who we are." WOW I haven't heard either of those songs for a long ass time, and I didn't look up any lyrics either. I got a head for song lyrics- I hear a song more than once and I will know the lyrics, even if I hate the song. Linkin Park, that's usually what gets stuck in my head... and I hate Linkin Park. Scream all you want, guys, you still don't have any talent. Of course right now I am listening to R Kelly, so I don't think I can judge anyone else's taste in music. I hate that even when I put this ipod on shuffle, it still plays the same 15 or so songs over and over (I have 118 songs on there now). I'm getting sick of listening to "I got hos in different area codes" even if it is a good song. I like the pimp/ho music, is that surprising? Folks who say that rap music is degrading to women aren't listening. Rap music is degrading to bitches and hos, not the rest of the female population. All ya gotta do is decide that you're neither a bitch nor a ho, and presto- the rap songs ain't talking about you! I think that's the first time I used the word "ain't" in writing, although I say it all the time (usually without realizing it). Wow I am rambling- and I am stone cold sober, haven't smoked any weed or even had my 'done yet this morning. Blah blah blah. I will log on later today and answer comments, which will be so very much fun because I agree with what another awesome blogger said: I love that something I said pissed somebody off so much that they couldn't get on with their day until they wrote something mean to me. Awesome!

Now I'm listening to 2pac. I better point this out before anyone else does: yes, I love rap music no matter how I feel about blacks. Why? Because rap is awesome, and I don't actually have to see or talk to any of those people. Holla!