Monday, September 10, 2007


Okay, now that I have 7 minutes left on the internet I should hurry my fuck ass, no? I have a cat now, her name is KITTY!! just like that with the capital letters and the 2 exclamation points. I was sick as hell forever yesterday cause my dealer didn't show up Saturday night. I wished him dead. Then I shot some dope and smoked OPIUM for the first time. Yum! Have more at home, wish I had some pot to put the opium on. No pot though, boo! Smoking opium is almost as good as shooting up, not that I'd ever thought I'd say that. God, I've been fucking around on Opiophile and my e-mail the whole hour I was allowed on the computer. Gayness! I guess I'll take my broke fuck ass home now and shoot another bag. I got 4 shots left and a big chunk of opium as well. What the hell am I doing here? Bwahahahahahahaha!

(I did crystal meth last night)
((and I didn't go to the methadone clinic this morning cause I passed out at 4am after smoking crystal meth last night))
(((between the weed, the hash from Saturday, the 3-pack-a-day Newport 100s habit, the crack from yesterday, the meth from last night and the opium from yesterday and this morning- my fucking throat hurts: there, I said it))

'Till next time...


dharmabum said...

Hmmmmm....Kitty! I wonder if a guy would have just named it Pussy!!
but wtf does a name mean? Well i already emailed ya, i just had to see one comment on here. Even a lame one.


'nique said...

girl, when I said "good luck with that meth thing" I didn't mean "crystal meth".

C said...

Hi Shelley,

I read your blog and look forward to each of your posts. Your world is completely different than mine - married, suburban working mom - and I find it fascinating.

I hope you don't mind, I have a few questions for you. Please keep in mind, that I am just curious about somethings that you haven't ever mentioned and I am not judging your lifestyle at all.

I thought the answers might make some interesting blog posts.

1- Your family. You have pictures of them on your blog and you've mentioned them occasionally. Do they know about your lifestyle - your profession and your drug use?

2 - Your introduction to drugs. How did it start for you? How fast did you move on to the harder drugs?

3- Your profession - are you a prostitute because you can make a lot of money quickly to score drugs or is there another reason? Do women become prostitutes because they want to or out of some need for quick money?

4 - Your future - Where do you see yourself when you are 30? Do you ever think about your future or your mortality?

5 - Your health - how do you manage to stay alive and functioning with all of the drugs and cigarettes? I ask because, if I smoke 1 cigarette - it's too many and I end up with a sore throat.

Thanks for considering my questions.

Take care of yourself.