Fucked up. Got high. Got Micheal high too. My eyes won't open. I smoked crack all night at the motel and then smoked a ridiculous amount of marijuana until shows like Jimmy Neutron: Boy Genius and Rugrats started to "freak me out", on account of they're so stupid. Jesus I'm higher than hell. Been sitting in front of the previous few sentences for about an hour, too fucked up to even type. More later I suppose. Want to need to lay down with my eyes shut. God this "paragraph" literally has taken over an hour to type the nodding is incredible. It feels so to stay here and tach the ewa. What? It's almost 10pm right now.
[ I can't just let the dope take back over...]
4 months ago