Thursday, February 19, 2009


Every time something happens, - comes out smelling like roses and I get - goddamn stank on me. I'm sick of being blamed for everything that goes on, yes I know it used to be the other way but I'm trying to get my life straight and raise my baby. How dare I drag - name through the mud? I never confirmed or denied, and yet I was straight up called a liar. - should be happy that I kept my mouth shut and maybe even owes me. Bitching will never end, no more trust, all because I tried to protect - like I've always done. And I still haven't said a fucking word to anyone. - better be thankful, they were talking about me and the baby leaving the house.

Don't get it? I don't care.


Anonymous said...

aw, Michelle, you sound so pissed. What happened? I understand if we don't get it, you don't care. Chin up girl.

Michelle said...

I can't say more than what I said because I don't want someone to get in trouble.

blutuesday said...

Hey girl. Sorry you are so upset. Hope it gets better. I saw this thing on these people that had 18 kids:

and I read about them making home made baby wipes and it reminded me of you, since you use cloth diapers. Here is how they say they do it:

We make our own homemade baby wipes with the following recipe:
Ingredients: One roll of Bounty paper towels, one-gallon ice-cream bucket, (clean and empty), two cups water, two tablespoons baby oil, one tablespoon rubbing alcohol and one tablespoon baby bath (optional).

•Cut a whole roll of Bounty paper towels into thirds (we’ve found that Bounty is the only brand that works. Use an electric knife for best results).

•Place one of the halved rolls vertically into an empty and thoroughly cleaned one-gallon ice cream bucket. In a large measuring pitcher, mix two cups water, two tablespoons baby oil, and one tablespoon rubbing alcohol (some families also like to add a tablespoon of baby bath).

•Pour the liquid over the halved roll of paper towels in the ice cream bucket, and soak for 30 minutes. Remove the cardboard center. Feed the top corner of the paper towels through an X-shaped slit you’ve cut in the lid of the ice-cream bucket so you can pull out and tear off one “wipe” at a time.

Crazy...18 kids! Can u imagine 18 jazzies?! LOL. Anyway, hope the situation gets better. Keep your head up. You have come such a long fucking way, you deserve this! Love ya in a waist up kinda way.


Anonymous said...

I found that you can use bounty to make a great diaper substitute, just use about 6 or 7 lawyers at a time, then use duct tape to hold it all togeather. love - Nadya Suleman

Bruce said...

I get the extreme anger and frustration....blogs are great fore releasing that. That is why I started mine damit.....